Good evening to the world of possibilities--
I am a soul that believes firmly that I can create the life I feel a passion for--which is about helping the souls of the world, heal their pain of non belief or uncertainty or pain or separation from whatever higher power they believe they are separate from.
Of course, that also includes me too. I see people making the energy of money on TV because of dancing or doing 10 plastic surgeries in 1 day or talking or being talented or all of the above, and I wonder where there is a place for me that wants to heal the world of pain and sorrow and stay away from the corporate model? How does this seem fair? I am sure I am not the only one in this position and I feel it for alot of folks I am sure!
Here I am tonight, feeling strangely ok with having to probably go back to a corporate job although, I don't want to go back to what I have done before--I know that will be the easier job to find and create money coming in quickly. On the other hand, I am running through all kind of what if's in my head and thinking about applying for food stamps and figuring on what to cut out of the budget (well--not that I ha--hehehe). All of this I know is something important and a weird sense of calm and underlying sadness are in my field of feeling. I don't even know if I am making any sense right here and I don't care--just want to get my feelings out on paper and maybe someone else will see this and get where I am!
If I have to go back to corporate, there is one place I would love to create a job for myself and it is a small company here in the HOUSTON area that builds these fabulous cottages for residents with Alzheimer and their mission is something I would like to be very involved in with my massage and healing energy work and sound healing. I get that these residents can with a different vision from the people around them could stay where they are in memory or even get better and work towards better physical conditions. This would be so important to the world of these cottages. It seems I can't ever get in touch with the CEO as she is so busy and yet I right now place an intention that she hears my heart's desire and finds time for getting this set up for those residents and me!
I also want so much to be a voice and guide for the souls that are waking up to this world of possibilities and consciousness and I have a 6 month teleconference program that can serve the world in this way!! I set an intention that 20-25 people see and are touched by my website and want to join in the May 19 2010 class!!
As for now, I send my gratitude to God and Spirit for taking care of me the last 57 years will all the decisions I have made and loves and losses and sorrows and taken me thru all of it with grace and love for the lessons! I somehow have set the fear aside in this moment and with Mercury going direct tomorrow..all will get clearer for everyone and all intentions will bring forth that right action!
I AM GRATEFUL and release it all to GOD -- AND SO IT S!
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