Well much better day today! Yesterday was so wierd and yet normal in the same vein! I for the most of the day in a big funk and so confused that I had to keep reminding myself that the other side of confusion is clarity.
That clarity came with a client coming over and the angels showing up to help. I am so in my element when I am working with others to help them shift!
SO I am going to blog about the fact that I am tired of being in transition and that my healing practice is not up to where I want it to be with my abundance and actual needs being met by it.
My confusion is that I followed my intuiton to give up corporate and if I am here to do this work for the world..then where are the 40-60 clients I require each month to meet my financial obligations? What in me is holding it back? I believe that I deserve to meet my bills and to do it with my gifts to the world NOT by depleting ALL my monies from retirement.
Thanks for reading and Universe thanks for letting me vent!
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Don Miquel Ruiz
I had written this up after I saw him in early January. It was powerful so I repeat it here on my blog! Enjoy
I had to let you know that Don Miguel Ruiz and his sons Jose and Miguel were SOOO inspirational! To much to tell, yet there was one question that Jose posed to all of us that for me was an A HA moment.He was talking about we are all messengers in this world and the question was--"What kind of a messenger-- are you?"I have to say that as I heard this, my first thought and feeling was that my message I present to the world is 90% LOVE. So taking that further--if that is the message I project and present then how could I possibly not LOVE myself and all I stand for and create in my life? Aren't I then unconsciously telling the world that I am NOT LOVE. Interesting and big and cool and OMG and so on and so on!It's how we show up in the world that tells the world what our Truth is!It took me to how my brother and sister in law show up and why I don't what that energy in my life any longer! I will not try and change them to seeing me any different or the world different--yet I do not have to co-mingle in it either!Just a few thoughts since the other night!
I had to let you know that Don Miguel Ruiz and his sons Jose and Miguel were SOOO inspirational! To much to tell, yet there was one question that Jose posed to all of us that for me was an A HA moment.He was talking about we are all messengers in this world and the question was--"What kind of a messenger-- are you?"I have to say that as I heard this, my first thought and feeling was that my message I present to the world is 90% LOVE. So taking that further--if that is the message I project and present then how could I possibly not LOVE myself and all I stand for and create in my life? Aren't I then unconsciously telling the world that I am NOT LOVE. Interesting and big and cool and OMG and so on and so on!It's how we show up in the world that tells the world what our Truth is!It took me to how my brother and sister in law show up and why I don't what that energy in my life any longer! I will not try and change them to seeing me any different or the world different--yet I do not have to co-mingle in it either!Just a few thoughts since the other night!
Friday, January 22, 2010
Busy day and so grateful!
Good evening!
It was a very busy day today at my part time job! Lots of moving and organizing supplies and files--a nice physical work out! So no more workout this weekend right? hehe!
Most of all I am so grateful for all that is in my life--even the challenges as it shows I am still alive and growing and knowing it will always get better! One of my first spiritual teachers was when I was still a Christian Scientist and he said something that I live my life by--the greatest healers are laughter and gratitude!
I know this to be true as I love to laugh and I always find something and everything to be grateful for --so my life is always getting better. It sometimes doesn't look that way--yet it moves as I live in those energies!
Lots of folks coming over in a while for my Matrix Energetics Play Group tonight! FUN and laughter!!
More later!
It was a very busy day today at my part time job! Lots of moving and organizing supplies and files--a nice physical work out! So no more workout this weekend right? hehe!
Most of all I am so grateful for all that is in my life--even the challenges as it shows I am still alive and growing and knowing it will always get better! One of my first spiritual teachers was when I was still a Christian Scientist and he said something that I live my life by--the greatest healers are laughter and gratitude!
I know this to be true as I love to laugh and I always find something and everything to be grateful for --so my life is always getting better. It sometimes doesn't look that way--yet it moves as I live in those energies!
Lots of folks coming over in a while for my Matrix Energetics Play Group tonight! FUN and laughter!!
More later!
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Feelings for the day
Good Morning to all,
My first blog that is out there for everyone to see.
My feelings today are nervousness and excited that I am finally getting in the game of blogging. I will be putting my blog address on my website and in my Facebook info.
I am looking forward to the rewards of the year of 2010. I am expecting that I will have the monetary abundance that I require each month to be met at all times and in many forms and avenues that will work together to have all taken care of NOW!
I am of a firm believer that if you follow your inner guidance and listen for it, that all will follow in great joy and your guides, angels and God will smile that you heard them!
I am so grateful for all the teachers in my life and the workshops and modalities that have opened my abilitlies to the world of Spirit and Love and healing!
I am also feeling anxiousness about a seeming "problem" with some plumbing around the half bath. I am setting the intention that I find the right person that will help me with the compassion and integrity that I need since I don't require a big problem to create a since of knowing how to handle myself around this without a man and/or family in my life.
THANK YOU UNIVERSE!
My first blog that is out there for everyone to see.
My feelings today are nervousness and excited that I am finally getting in the game of blogging. I will be putting my blog address on my website and in my Facebook info.
I am looking forward to the rewards of the year of 2010. I am expecting that I will have the monetary abundance that I require each month to be met at all times and in many forms and avenues that will work together to have all taken care of NOW!
I am of a firm believer that if you follow your inner guidance and listen for it, that all will follow in great joy and your guides, angels and God will smile that you heard them!
I am so grateful for all the teachers in my life and the workshops and modalities that have opened my abilitlies to the world of Spirit and Love and healing!
I am also feeling anxiousness about a seeming "problem" with some plumbing around the half bath. I am setting the intention that I find the right person that will help me with the compassion and integrity that I need since I don't require a big problem to create a since of knowing how to handle myself around this without a man and/or family in my life.
THANK YOU UNIVERSE!
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